Edmund Clarence Stedman, ed. (1833–1908). An American Anthology, 1787–1900. 1900.
By AlbertMathews510 To an Autumn Leaf
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Is ebbing toward a shoreless sea;
Late fell before the reaper’s knife
The ripened grain—a type of thee.
The sun first kissed thy silken head!
Now blazing grass and smouldering fen
Burn incense for an empress dead.
Her trailing banners cloud the sky:
When Atropos no more will wait,
’T is joy so gloriously to die.
Are dropped into the fecund earth?
A privilege it is to die
When life is of no further worth.
Of which we feel ourselves bereft;
Mayhap, though shadows for a space,
Our vital essence will be left.
Survives the mould in which ’t is cast:
The universe will not repose,
Though death and life each follow fast.
Till time’s last ensign is unfurled,
This miracle of life will be,
For aye, the problem of the world.
How clear soe’er the text may be,
Needs something of a wizard’s look,
If he would probe her mystery.
That I might scan thy mazy veins!
I long to know thy history,—
Why blood thy transient record stains.
The curious function of each part,
Betray the work of love divine:—
Does it conceal a throbbing heart?
Its wants and wrongs and pangs and fears?
Does sorrow trouble thy brief span,
Although denied relief of tears?
To breathe and blush and live the same?
What matters if I make outcry,
And call myself a prouder name?
He gave alike and takes away:
We grind as small in His great mill,
“Dust unto dust,” our roundelay.