221. The Collar

I STRUCK the board and cried, “No more;

I will abroad.

What, shall I ever sigh and pine?

My lines and life are free, free as the road,

Loose as the wind, as large as store.

Shall I be still in suit?

Have I no harvest but a thorn

To let me blood, and not restore

What I have lost with cordial fruit?

Sure there was wine

Before my sighs did dry it; there was corn

Before my tears did drown it.

Is the year only lost to me?

Have I no bays to crown it?

No flowers, no garlands gay? All blasted?

All wasted?

Not so, my heart; but there is fruit,

And thou hast hands.

Recover all thy sigh-blown age

On double pleasure: leave thy cold dispute

Of what is fit and not; forsake thy cage,

Thy rope of sands

Which petty thoughts have made, and made to thee

Good cable, to enforce and draw

And be thy law,

While thou didst wink and wouldst not see.

Away: take heed,

I will abroad.

Call in thy death’s head there: tie up thy fears.

He that forbears

To suit and serve his need

Deserves his load.”

But as I raved and grew more fierce and wild

At every word,

Methought I heard one calling ‘Child!’

And I replied, ‘My Lord!’