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Wherefore?
By Semyon Nadson (18621887)
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With bitter anguish filled, despoiled of sleep?
And did you pray for her with all the strength
Of chastened love; distracted, did you weep?
And you on her a final time did gaze,
Has all your life been broken since, and hope
Forever gone from you, the last of rays?
The past forgot, you went your placid way;
Perchance you sternly scorned the dying flame
Of pain and torment deep of yesterday.
You never could her depths of spirit know,
Nor measure all her tenderness, her peace,
As I did, I in sickness laid so low.
You, only you, could stand in dumb distress
Beside her, and the flame of one last kiss
On lifeless marble of her hand impress?
And choirs sang requiem for her, departed,
Should you bestrew her early grave with flowers,
And I like stranger watch afar, dull-hearted?
My heart by tempest torn, my hopeless gloom,
You would have moved aside, and let me stand
Nearest to her, chief mourner at her tomb.