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Harriet Monroe, ed. (1860–1936). The New Poetry: An Anthology. 1917.

The Moonlight Sonata

John Hall Wheelock

Glimmering meadows miles around,

Drenched with dew and drowsy sound,

Drink the moonlight and the dream.

Veiled in mists the lowlands seem

Through wild ways and fragrant aisles

Of the country miles on miles

Drifting cloudlike without will;

And soft mist is on the hill.

Everywhere earth’s shrill delight

Shakes and shimmers through the night;

Silver tides of music flow

’Round the world; the cricket’s low

Harp, the starry ecstasy

Of the keen cicada’s cry

With, “I love, I love, I love!”

To the cloudless moon above

Lifts the old, the endless song.

And the firefly, frail among

The low boughs and heavy leaves,

His hushed flight in silence weaves:

Deeper than the love they sing,

The unutterable thing

The sheer pang wherewith he glows

Burns his body as he goes.

Now earth draws the trembling veil

From her bosom cloudy pale,

And the messenger of night

Flows to her in shadowed light

Memories of the absent sun

Dreaming of his lovely one.

From that fiery embrace

Wearied out, with lifted face,

Tangled hair, and dewy eyes,

Drowsed and murmurous she lies

In the bride-sleep, the deep bliss

After some exalted kiss,

Swooning through the darkness dim.

Still with memories of him

Her hushed breath comes fierce and low,

And the love that thrilled her so

Stirs her slumber; from her lips

A deep sigh of longing slips.

Fragrant is thy flowery hair,

O belovèd—everywhere

Thy faint odor on the air

From dread arches of thy grace

Wafted! What dark secret place

Of dusk tresses in the wild

Midnight of thy locks beguiled,

Beckoning vistas of thy sheer

Maddening loveliness, the dear

Curves of thy bright beauty, all

Lure me to thy love! The call

Of past lives is in my breast—

Premonitions dimly guessed

Of seraphic solemn things,

Mingled lips and murmurings

On cool nights that gave me birth.

Yet, O mother, awful Earth!—

What stark mystery no less

Breaks the bosom that I press

Close against thy carelessness.

Where the holy poem of night—

In veiled music and moonlight,

Shimmering cries and stars and dreams—

Onward in soft rhythm streams;

With reluctant pulse and pause

To its lovely ending draws

Thy long passion, when unroll

The starred heavens like a scroll—

The old parable and story,

Some transcendent allegory—

Mother, mother, yet I know

Of cool nights that whispered so

When I was not, long ago!

When thy beauty, murmuring low

With abandon like a bride,

Throws her glimmering veils aside,

The dread love I dare not say

Turns my trembling lips away—

Something deeper, something more

Than I ever guessed before,

A new homesickness at heart

Hungering for the home thou art:

As the rivers to the one

Sea with solemn longing run,

So my being to thy breast,

So my sorrow to thy rest.

Thou art mother, thou art bride—

By what dearer name beside

Must I name thee, must I call,

Who art dearer far than all?

On thy heart I lay my head—

Oh, what is it thou hast said!

Secret beautiful and dread,

Lovely moment drawing near,

Thought most terrible and dear:

To be one with thy complete

Dark sweet loveliness, my sweet,

One with thy wild will again—

To descend in rushing rain

To thy ravished breast, to pour

Through the veins that I adore,

Drink deep draughts of thee, and grow

Through long love and longing so

Into the belovèd, flow

In thy deepest pulse, at home

In the dark and silent loam

Drenched with thee, and tremble up

In the lily’s lifted cup—

Odors, clouds, and starry haze,

Breath of the wet country ways

On cool, moon-clear, fragrant nights;

Or where thy supreme delight’s

Radiant passion draws aghast

Sobs of thunder through the vast—

Shuddering breath and murmur of

Thy fierce wrath of sullen love,

Laughter of thy mingling heart—

In thy lifted lightning’s dart

Through awed heaven’s glimmering bound,

With bright laughter all around,

With dark tears into the ground

Glide, and slake with loving rain

The parched caverns of thy pain!

Rapturous bridal! O wild heart!

To be part of thee, a part

Of this holy beauty here—

Sacred sorrow drawing near!

Sweet surrender! O my sweet,

Longingly my pulses beat—

Dazzling thought and fearful of

The dear fury of thy love!—

Even now that draws me down

My faint body to thine own

Near and nearer yet, till I

Tangled in thy being lie,

Close and close, for sheer excess

Wearied out with loveliness,

All this little self, this me,

Soothed into the self of thee,

Rendered up in ecstasy!

Almost now thou seem’st to steal

From my breast the self: I feel

How my being everywhere,

As in dream, upon the air

Widens ’round me, till I grow

All I look on, overflow;

And into the life adored

All the life of me is poured,

Through warm portals of thy heart

Drifting gently where thou art

Who art all things, in the breeze

Stirring all the tangled trees

To low whispers; how I pass

Through each tiny blade of grass,

Tremble in moonlight, and rise

Looking out of other eyes—

Mystery of mysteries!

Pang of self, and tragical

Birth into the enlightened all—

O dark rapture!—to flow, press,

Cease into thy loveliness,

With exalted weariness

Render up myself, and be,

Selfless, the dear self of thee,

In divine oblivion

One with the belovèd one!

Where I press my burning face,

Weeds and grasses interlace:

Sweetheart, are these dewy, soft

Tears for me, who must so oft

Perish of thee to be thine?

Deep I drink of them, divine

Dizzy draught, bewildering wine!

On the grass my head is bowed.

The vague moon is in a cloud.

From my breast I feel it stream,

All I loved so, like a dream.

Ah, I cannot understand,

But the wind is like a hand

On my forehead in caress.

And the earth is tenderness

Holy, grave, and very wise,

The deep tears are in her eyes;

While around her sleeplessly

Shrills the restless will-to-be.

Passion for eternity

Shakes in sound and floats in light

Through the darkness. Through the night

Clouds, and dreams, and fireflies,

And my songs of her arise.