Harriet Monroe, ed. (1860–1936). The New Poetry: An Anthology. 1917.
The Garden of the WestLouise Driscoll
A Butterfly.We leave the yellow palms behind,
The yellow-green date-palms that stand
At the borders of the land.
There are no talking leaves out here.
The desert way is blind to me—
Will the white sand be kind to me?
What is it that I fear
As I leave the palms behind?
I count the toll, I count the toll—
Here a soul and there a soul.
Day and night, night and day,
Over the white, silent way,
To and fro
I go,
Without rest,
From the Fountain of the Nile,
To the Garden of the West.
Are there no flowers by the way?
Is the Desert never stained
With pomegranate petals, rained
To the sand by some light wind
Sweet with peach or tamerind?
We leave the singing boys behind—
Their songs were kind.
Jackal, Jackal, what shall I find?
And tomorrow boys will sing;
But today you and I
Will not hear anything.
There is lotus by the Nile,
Stranger flowers in the West,
But the way between is not
Adorned for any guest.
You will find no songs nor flowers nor rest.
The Garden’s lovely gate,
Will there be one to welcome us
With honey delicate?
With flower wine and pollen dew,
Who will wait for me and you?
Faint—sweet—far.
There’s a little wind that tells
Where the lemons are.
Birds that crossed the sand with me
Sing in a high silver tree.
I was a girl.
Last night I felt my wings
Suddenly unfurl.
Last night a butterfly
Saw a little girl die.
Day and night, night and day,
Souls are led by such as I,
All surprised that bodies die;
Every soul stirred to surprise,
When its body dies.
I had small swift hands and feet,
And a high, silver voice,
Fit for little tinkling words,
Sweet as honey on fresh curds.
I was made to rejoice;
I was made for love, men said—
Brown of skin and eyes, with red
Parted lips; and I was fed
With love words that singing boys
Thought about me in their hearts.
I was skilled in those girl arts
That are piercing sweet. I had
All that makes boy glad.
Over this white, silent way,
Such as you and such as I
Still go by, still go by.
Milk child and beard of white,
Power and glory, faith and might,
Little love-girl such as you,
Trailing wings of gold and blue:
All go the way I know—
Sad, glad, eager, distressed,
From the Fountain of the Nile
To the Garden of the West.
He touched me tenderly.
He brought me lilies wet with rain,
White lilies without any stain
Of color on their loveliness,
Their perfume a caress.
The singing boys seemed far away
That day.
I did not hear the birds, nor see
The people go by me.
I only knew
A mist of tears, with his face
Shining through.
Tales like this I hear.
To every soul its bitterness
Seems like loneliness.
To every soul love is shown
Standing alone.
Every love seems to be
Unlike love’s great company.
“Never was love like mine!” they say,
Day and night, night and day.
With little round breasts delicate,
Throat curved like a crescent moon,
Bud that would be flower soon.
Warm and quick pulses were mine—
I was like a draught of wine
Lifted to his thirsty mouth!—
Like a soft wind from the South
Touching him caressingly,
Wrapping him about, when he
Saw a singing boy go by
Silently,
With his lute unstrung, at rest,
And a lily on his breast.
The same sun crosses the same blue sky,
The same stars shine in the depth above,
And men still dream of undying love.
The boy said he could no longer sing.
He showed me his lute, unstrung, at rest,
And I gave him a lily to wear at his breast.
And still there are gardens, sweet with bloom,
Lovers vow and lovers die,
Tomorrow’s lovers stir in the womb.
It was strange to me.
Then I saw a shining knife
Flash suddenly.
I felt my wings of blue and gold
Unfold—unfold.
Camphor and myrrh,
Cinnamon and cedar
And heavy juniper.
Then there is the sound of it,
Flute and canzonet.
They who reach the Garden
Soon forget.
That souls forget?
You come and go at the Garden’s gate,
But have you entered yet?
That cannot die.
The gate is shut to me
Eternally.
But there is a bird that sings
In the silver tree—
A red bird like a jewel set
In a filagree
Of little, shining leaves—
And he sings to me:
All garden joys primordinate.
The wind comes over a deep blue pool,
It is never too warm, it is never too cool,
The roses are never open wide,
And no one knows that he has died.
Is never afraid or desolate.
On little paths and wind and wind
He shall unwearied pleasures find.
He shall know beauty’s last secret,
And he shall forget, he shall forget!
That death shall not alleviate.
I am the Voice that calls to men—
Deep in their hearts they hear me when
I sit and sing in the silver tree,
“You were not and you shall not be!”
I would remember, I would know
When he comes over the still white way
That you and I have come today.
Jackal, Jackal, let me wait
And watch for him at the Garden’s gate.
Prayers like this I hear.
Every soul would wait to say
Some last word about yesterday.
Every soul, if it could,
Would be better understood.
Breath of flowers and fragrant gums?
Jackal, what is the song I hear,
So piercing high and clear?
Jackal, Jackal, I see
A shining, silver tree!
Gold and blue thing.
They flutter and unfold,
Blue and gold.
You saw a girl die,
Butterfly.
In the Garden of the West.
The way across the Desert
I have shown—
Now I go back alone!